I really don't have much to say in this one. I have just gotten back from my mission, and things have been going pretty good, but one thing has been hard. I decided that I hate being the new kid in anything. It's not so much that I feel awkward around other people. The problem arises because of the groups of people. When I am with a group that has been friends for a long time and know each other well, I feel out of place with nothing to say. They have all of their inside jokes, and their past experiences that they talk about, and I know nothing about what they are talking about, so I have to just sit there and listen. That does make me feel a bit awkward I guess. I love talking to people one on one, but I feel that I have to get to know someone first before I can just jump in and ask them to do something with me. Anyway, I don't really know where I was going with that. I am just a bit frustrated with my current circumstance being mainly that I have no friends. Its frustrating. Welp, I have nothing else to say, and I probably wont get back on this for quite some time, so with Jacob I bid thee adieu. :)
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
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