I am not a blogger...

I really don't have much to say in this one.  I have just gotten back from my mission, and things have been going pretty good, but one thing has been hard.  I decided that I hate being the new kid in anything.  It's not so much that I feel awkward around other people.  The problem arises because of the groups of people.  When I am with a group that has been friends for a long time and know each other well, I feel out of place with nothing to say.  They have all of their inside jokes, and their past experiences that they talk about, and I know nothing about what they are talking about, so I have to just sit there and listen.  That does make me feel a bit awkward I guess.  I love talking to people one on one, but I feel that I have to get to know someone first before I can just jump in and ask them to do something with me.  Anyway, I don't really know where I was going with that.  I am just a bit frustrated with my current circumstance being mainly that I have no friends.  Its frustrating.  Welp, I have nothing else to say, and I probably wont get back on this for quite some time, so with Jacob I bid thee adieu.  :)