A Puzzle

My current girlfriend(we'll call her girl one) once compared me to a puzzle. She felt that when she met me my puzzle was very jumbled and a mess and that she had helped me put it together and she was seeing me for who I actually was. I then did something strange to me now, I left her for someone else(girl two). I felt that girl one had done everything she could for me and it was time to move on or I would be stuck in a relationship that wasn't going to be right for me. In essence I didn't see how girl one could be in the end of my puzzle, so I went after someone else and we started dating. We had a good time and I had fun. We did fun things. We had good times and overall it felt like a good relationship, but there felt like something wasn't right. At the time I just thought it was because it was a new relationship and that the feelings were going to pass, but they didn't. And as I became more and more apprehensive about what was happening a funny thing seemed to just plop down into my puzzle. I found a peace of the puzzle that was hidden to me and I feel that it could only have been shown through what had happened. I saw that my ex girlfriend was what my puzzle was. It was focused and centered on her. The peace showed me that my life puzzle was empty without this person whom made it whole. I couldn't believe it, and I didn't know what to do. I immediately decided I had to break up with girl two and I did. Then I went back to girl one, hoping against all hope that she would take me back, and she did! I couldn't believe it. My puzzle, although definitely not complete, made sense again and I felt that I could begin to make the picture I wanted with the person I wanted and needed.


Girl One this my not help you, but I want you to know that this is how I feel. I cant imagine being without you and if my end puzzle has you as the focus I will never stop thanking my Lord that he could be so gracious as to let a man like me have a wonderful beautiful Woman like you. Thank you for always being there and for showing me love when I didn't always deserve it. I love you so much.